all i've been doing is tamad-posting. most of these days im too tired and fucked-up and oozing with jebs that i can't even write something well-thought-of (well, when did i ever?) and im so farkin depressed these past few days that i swear to god, im becoming so farkin lame and stupid, i need blades, i wanna cut the large throbbing vein somewhere under my temples.

and im goin farkin undernourished, im on one meal a day. because i would rather go to sleep than eat, whetheheck. my brain's melting from starvation galore, i can't even do simple math anymore!!! (that's called a fuckin rhyme)

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jaja: wala na akong buhok. (his hair was practically pricking his eyes to jelly.)
ako: ah, so kalbo na yan?
jaja: oo!
ako: e ano na yung tawag mo sa mga kalbo?
jaja: kita utak!

ako: ang taba-taba ko na..
jaja: kung mataba ka na e ano na tawag mo sakin?
ako: obese!
jaja: e ano na tawag mo sa totoong obese?
ako: giant!
jaja: e ano na tawag mo sa mga obese na unano?!
ako: BAKIT MO AKO INAAWAY?!

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All together now!!!
Last night I heard my momma singing this song
Ooh wee chirpy chirpy cheep cheep
Woke up this morning and my momma was gone
Ooh wee chirpy chirpy cheep cheep
Chirpy chirpy cheep cheep chirp

(pang-cheer up lang)

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i swear to god, i suck.
graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar.